Wowie Zowie

It's been a while. I can't believe how much can happen in a matter of weeks. I should know time flies by now, but that whole concept has never sunk in. In less than a week I'll be far far away. I'm so excited and grateful for the opportunities that have come up recently. Everyday is such a gift. The thought of traveling on my own seemed so daunting a month ago. I just wanted to fast forward to next Fall so I could restart my life back at school. It just ht me though that the time in between now and August will be so important and necessary. I don't want to fast forward anymore. I want to see where everyday leads. I have that feeling back. I feel like myself, only much more fine tuned. Things seem much clearer. I feel free again. I see who I'm becoming and why. I'm terrified in the best way. I'm so nervous. I want to be better everyday. I want to work harder.