Well, I have a final tomorrow. I haven't studied. Nor have I read about half of the required readings. Shwoops. My mind has been stuck in a rut with King Tut like a mutt who couldn't.. cut it? Maybe.
I think I have a lot less patience than I had previously thought. I really need something or someone special and beautiful and wonderful to happen soon. That would be just swell. My family is beautiful. I haven't been in a relationship for almost a year. I have made the best of my 'bad' decisions this semester and have enjoyed them thoroughly. I think there will be more to come next semester. I am excited for new classes in the Spring. I'm not sure if you are supposed to capitalize the name of a season. There, their, they're, your, you're. Please don't fuck that up. I think I function more efficiently while in love. I miss that side of myself. I hate not being around children. I miss their perspective. I should probably start being more honest with myself on a daily basis. Life is really funny and weird. I wish I could sleep peacefully. I don't think I'm stressed out, but for some reason I have an absurd amount of tension hanging out in my body. I miss the physical aspect of a steady relationship. The not worrying about where someone has been part. And the knowing there's always someone on your team part. I've got some great friends.
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